I throw you over the balcony,
I turn around to greet you,
and I throw you over again,
I leap to follow and hit the ground before you,
then you land on me,
you rise and walk away,
I called to the distant,
yet you never turned around,
but at my side you comfort me,
I push you away and run after you,
from the crowd you emerge to trip me,
I kiss you then let you go again,
back to the balcony,
I carry you up the stairs do it,
and we jump to traffic below together,
crawl into the bed I sleep with you,
and we die together,
as I suffocate you,
and cut my wrists,
I bleed for you while I wash your dress,
you are before the dryer,
and my heart dries to the walls inside,
I scream out at your vision,
and you destroy that in my mind,
disturbed to be with you,
yet I feel deserted alone,
I scream for you and you run away,
I pull at you and you run away,
I kill you and now I'm dead.