I see through the eyes of a stranger,
never known what it is to be me,
only seen the life you think I have,
yet I'm so far distant I think I'm gone.
You can tell me that I'm sane,
try to show me the beauty in my life,
but you'll be met with an emotionless gaze,
for you're talking to nobody in there.
Speak to me, all it is that you want,
maybe I was still real years ago,
but now I'm forever gone,
a ghost to walk in my own shadow,
it is all a dream without a time,
and here and now without tomorrow or yesterday,
so blindly goes my body every day.
I saw for some moments what it's like to be real,
I can't bear what was exposed to me,
so I'm trapped to be fornever free.